fitness: day 2

i weighed in this morning. i figure the catchy sound of Weigh-In Wednesdays might remind me to do it on a weekly basis. i don't weigh as much as i feared i might. but for those of you who knew me three years ago when i lost about 50 pounds, i've gained all of that back. plus 2.6 more. that officially puts me at the heaviest i've ever been. i don't quite understand it - i mean, i'm still wearing a smaller size than before i lost & regained the weight. but i guess it comes back in different places & whatever, right? anyway, my plan is to make a cute li'l graph showing how this month affects my weight. since i don't weigh in again until next wednesday, i'm planning to procrastinate on making the actual graph.

today at work i snacked on dry-roasted sunflower seeds instead of doritos. and i had freshly steamed veggies with my lunch. i made fish tacos tonight, and i used the not-quite-empty oreo package as my garbage bowl. so those are out of the question now.

at this exact moment, i'm not hungry at all, but i still wish i had a box of cheez-its or something in the house. it's all emotional, but i still want it.

and i realized this afternoon that i've committed myself to a pizza fest next weekend. friday is beth's birthday dinner at sanfratello's, and saturday i'm going to giordano's with my bunco gals. hmmm. do you think if i eat really healthy until then i'll feel like i earned it? :)

and i was planning to take an ice cream dessert to game night this saturday, but maybe i should think of something healthier. healthy & summery. the theme is "summer in december" ... any ideas?